Keeping it Real

It is relatively easy to sit down and pen a post sharing about the positive aspects of life. However, in the spirit of "keeping it real" I must be honest and say that there are some crappy days in the midst of life. Looking around and observing the hardships experienced by many around the globe can put one's stress into perspective - quickly. However, one shouldn't be ashamed to admit there are days when life can be downright frustrating. The above picture is what I looked like yesterday afternoon. Trust me, just ask my teenagers and husband...

While I love the dynamics of having a big family, it can be tough to raise five children. While I wholeheartedly believe in international adoption, it can be difficult to deal with the long-term effects of malnutrition on a child born in a developing nation. While I am thankful for the passion God has instilled in me for the people of Guatemala, it can be challenging to figure out how God has called me to make a difference. While I love having a wide age range in my children, it can be tiring to live in the world of young children and teenagers at the same time. My desire is to serve God, serve my family, and serve those in need. There are days when doing it all at the same time creates a feeling of not really giving each area enough. Shortchanging - this is the concept that weighs heavily on my shoulders.

My dear, sweet, supportive husband sent me to a hotel last night for the purpose of relaxing, renewing myself, spending time in prayer, and simply being in a quiet environment. I read (my idea of paradise). I prayed. I wrote down ideas and goals. I slept.

Today is a new day. Yes, the reality of our lives is that there are challenges. No one said life was simple...or easy. Yesterday our pastor spoke about unwrapping the potential God created in us. Every single person was created for greatness. I am going to use one of the scriptures he shared as a reminder when I am dragging a bit.

"And as for you, brothers, never tire of doing what is right."
~2 Thessalonians 3:13